Problems Without Perfection

Everything I do is inadequate and never perfect.

I play six instruments along with singing. I enjoy painting when I do it. I have a habit of writing. I won't say I'm talented but I do have a powerful love of alternative photography. I keep myself busy by the arts and take joy in them. I take discomfort in my appearance and am doing what I can to change them.
Currently an out patient.

Height-5"9
Current Weight-124lbs
High/Healthy Weight-132lbs
All Time Lowest-114lbs

I haven’t been on this tumblr for ages. So, Update!

Things are going so well, I’m eating normally, my current weight is 125lbs, somehow my non-dieting weight is lower than it sometimes got while I wasn’t eating. I have a boyfriend now, he’s lovely and makes me feel good about myself. 

Being healthy is so nice, I only go to the hospital every other to every third week, my skin is soft, nails are strong, hair has gotten thicker. I may not be fully eating enough food yet, but it takes time. Meals can sometimes still be a challenge but this has been such an improvement. 

I’m smoking a tad too much right now, but it’s rather self-medicating